All I ask of You

So I am going to pretty much summarize my past couple of weeks. I was sick with strep throat, and it seems like I lost a whole week of everything, I didn't leave my house at all, when I left my room, I went to the bathroom or downstairs to heat up some soup. I literally felt like the walking dead. i didn't even watch tv that much, I pretty much just slept all day. 


Then there was midterms, and although I will admit it on here, I will never say this to anyone...haha I dropped the ball on these midterms. I didn't hardly study or practice for them, but somehow I pulled some good grades out of my butt. Thank God. I have been so stressed the past couple of weeks, and right now I am kinda in a good groove, I am dome with midterms, and I don't have my recital till' the 9th of November, but I guarantee that he closer it comes the more stressed I am going to be. 


Marching band has lately just been a pile of suck though. We are supposed to learn a new show bu Saturday, and as it stands right now, we don't even know the first half of it. I know we CAN do it, given more time and whatever, but it's just not coming together. 


So, i have come to the conclusion that I am going to try and be a happier person. I would say for the most part I am a happy person, but I am going to make a conscious effort to be more pleasant. Below I am going to list the person I want to be.


Always has a smile
looks for the good in others
takes criticism as direction for improvement
doesn't base her happiness on the moods of others
is not too quick with judgement
discouraged never
loves life
never takes anything for granted.




the new and improved Jaymie soon to come.