I love the way you lie.

Today was a busy day, but I am thankful for every day I have. I got up really early, and wanted to go practice before class started, but my hair wouldn't straighten..so that 1/2 hour was dedicated to trying to make myself look good. :) I had my student forum today with all of the youth symphony kids, so like 5 of us maybe, and I completely sucked at transposing, it was really bad, but I have never had to do something like that before. After that I went to observe with Eric and Tailor. There was a little boy there who wanted me to be his "personal tutor", and Tailor could work with all of the other kids. haha, but observing went fast today, i can't help but get excited about when I am going to teach, and how that is going to feel, and I am soo looking forward to that. 


After class and observations I had lots of meetings with the NC. Then Mindy Sissy, Amanda, Tailor and I all went to go to walmart, but Tailor fell down the stairs, and hurt herself, so we had to wait for her, but I think we had a good visit. I just can't wait for recruitment to be over. 




I am generally content <3

Eternal Sunshine

 "I could die right now. I'm just... happy. I've never felt that before. I'm just exactly where I want to be"
That's a quote from my favorite movie of all time, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind.


This weekend was pretty amazing, Friday, i just did some homework, and slept alot. Then Saturday I rearranged the living room with Sissy, and then later that night I went to Jenna's apartment and I hung out with her and Jerid, and his GF Becca, and Zack, and Tailor, and their friend Amber. It was a lot of fun, and I needed to destress. I am going to be tired tomorrow morning, I have an 8:00am class, and it is already 12:00. 


I miss Jake so much! lol It has only been like 2 weeks, but I miss him, I won't even get to see him that much this weekend, I do get to go to the game with him and my dad, and Don. I am looking forward to that, we also have a football game this weekend, and I am happy about that too. :)

Can't Hurry Love

so today was possibly one of the more stressful days of my week. I had like 3 test, and my lesson.  I first had my lesson, and that could have gone better, it was really hard for me to fit in time this week to practice, with recruitment and everything, but it wasn't a horrible grade. Then I had my ear training test, and I got an A on it :) Then I had a math quiz, and I got an 85% on it, which I am happy with, and I had my piano test, and I got an A on that. After class, I came back to the house, and napped since we didn't have marching band. I slept for like tow hours, but I really think I needed it. 


I am currently sitting in the living room with Kayla, Mindy, Karissa, Ryan, Tailor, and Amanda. We had an American Idol Karaoke night. It was a blast, Ryan ordered pizza, and we all just laid around and sang songs loudly. I love my friends. Seriously I don't know how I would get along without them. i have made some pretty amazing friends this year already, and it's kinda bittersweet because some of them are not gonna be here next year.


So my older brother and I were talking on FB and he asked me what is taking Jake so long to ask me to marry him.I honestly don't know, and I am not going to lie, it does suck watching all of my closest girls getting engaged, and even some of them getting married, but it is not like I can change anything. Everything is up to him. i know that he's not afraid of commitment, because we have been together for over 5 years, it's just a little disheartening watching others get what I want more than anything at the moment. but you can't hurry love....you just have to wait 

Friends

Today is Tuesday, one of my busiest days of my week, but it is also the best in a way. I have no evening classes on Tuesday, and also I can stay up as late as I want because I don't have class till' 2:00pm tomorrow. I observed today, and that was fun. I really do enjoy teaching young children, I will probably end up teaching Elementary Music. I always tell Jake that I don't wanna teach, that I just wanna be a private music teacher, for lessons and whatnot. I only tell him that because I don't think I can do it, I only say it as a buffer....so if I ever fail at it, I have a buffer.

I had to go to Walmart tonight to get food and whatnot for recruitment tomorrow. Ryan took me, and I love him for that. I asked him oin such short notice, and he worked all day and took me so late. Anyway, when we came back, Tailor, Amanda, Shandra, Mindy, Ryan, and I all sat around in the dining room and just talked. Random quotes to remember
*"I promise, I washed my hands before I touched your ice"-Ryan
*"Jaymie, don't do that. You'll bleed before your period"-Ryan
*"I knew I would be popular because of my Wii"-Ryan
*"White man been tellin' me what to do for years..."-Jaymie


more to come :)


Tailor, Kayla, Amanda and I all sat outside on a blanket and just looked at the stars. I realized that that's what it's about...laying around doing absolutely nothing. Those are the times that you look back on and cherish. Not the math class that you hated, or how early you had to get up on Mondays....it's the days you screamed out the car windows at random strangers, the nights you climb out on the roof and pray it doesn't cave in, the nights you have bonfires on the lake and hope the cops don't show up...I hope these are the days I remember..<3

Life goes on

SO today is Sunday, and I am just sitting on the couch with Jake watching the Steelers Game :) this weekend was a pretty bittersweet. Friday we had our recruitment workshop for Chi Omega, and then after Jake came to pick me up. Before we  left though, my mom called and said the Cleo probably wouldn't make it through the night. I have had this cat since I was 3, so I knew that eventually she was going to die, but in the same breath, I have had this cat since I was 3. It is hard to imagine something that has always been a part of your life since before you can remember to be gone..forever. I cried all the way home, and I worried all the way home. I hardly thought of anything else, then late that night I got a call from my mom, and she said that she had passed in her sleep. I always wanted her to go that way, and although I am very sad that she's gone, I don't have to worry about her anymore. I'll miss her, but her job here was done. <3


Saturday Jake and I went to see The Phantom of the Opera. Jake's parents had gotten me the tickets for my birthday, and I had been looking forward to seeing it since then :) we had pretty good seats, and it was hard for me not to sing along throughout the production, but it was amazing.


i don't expect anyone to actually read this..just a place for me to put all of my thoughts and dreams. I was inspired to do so by reading Jenna's blog. I have been missing her a lot lately, and I know that she kept a blog..so I read it and thought how special it would be, to share my thoughts and dreams the way that she had shared hers. So this is my blog..some rambles of a 21 year old love drunk girl trying to find her place in this world.